When she ran out, her little dark brown head skimmed the car bonnet. My heart missed a beat; I slammed on the brakes. Swerved. And waited, for what seemed like an eternity, wondering whether death, or life, would be waiting when I got out.
But then there she was. She must have only been about five years old, and she was blinking, dark eyed and shiny, like a faun. I remember how she was wearing a cherry pink sari, and how a woman – her mother, presumably – then ran out and grabbed her. Continue reading “What Lies Beneath”
Category: General
I’m not dead.
So don’t send the cart round yet – might be a bit difficult, anyway, since I’m writing this from my hotel room in Cairo. I have spent the last six weeks in Romania, Kiev, London, Cairo, Romania again and this last week I have been back in Cairo where I will get a bit of a break from aeroplanes and airports until Easter. (Orthodox-type.) As you can imagine, it was all a bit intense with that schedule, and I didn’t get much chance to take many decent photographs, but I snatched a few with my iPhone. (It wasn’t just the schedule that was intense – in the first week in Romania we had to drive 600 km in a blizzard to get to our meeting because our flights were cancelled – then 600 hairy km back on snow/iced up, treacherous roads, at best speed to get to a meeting in Bucharest… during the second trip to Romania we covered about 1,500 km in four days, of which more later. Continue reading “I’m not dead.”
Going for my badge
Thought that you might like to see the badge that I’ve been wearing today, and I’ll be wearing tomorrow and the next day and the next.
The term ‘go for your badge‘ is derisory down here, although google doesn’t recognise it, we use the expression when someone is perhaps bending the truth a little, bragging or perhaps over zealous in his support for his favourite sports team, when he or she have finished their speel, we’ll simply say ‘Ja well cool, go for your badge.’
Anyhow, here’s mine!
The phone number isn’t our office but our national association based up in Continue reading “Going for my badge”
Reasonable
A trip to Oz.
Mrs FEEG and I have just returned from a wonderful trip to Singapore and Australia. We had a great time and travelled around quite a bit.
We were in Sydney while the state elections were on and Labor (the Aussies do most things right, but they cannot spell Labour) party, a totally corrupt, scandal ridden and incompetent government if ever there was one, got the kicking it deserved. Even AV did not save it from ignominy. A corrupt, incompetent Labour government, now where have I heard that before?
One thing that struck me while all of this was on was the prime minister, the appalling Julia Gillard (now beginning to be known as Juliar, another flashback), kept making “impromptu” TV appearances. She is really awful. She even makes Gordon Brown seem erudite and a loquacious orator. In order to hold the position she does, she must be even better at plotting and back-stabbing than our very own Gordon.
Maybe some of the Aussies on here might like to put me straight on this. Will have a few more things to say about our trip, but this is something that really struck me.
World Autism Awareness Day

On December 18, 2007, the United Nations General Assembly adopted resolution 62/139, tabled by the State of Qatar, which declares April 2 as World Autism Awareness Day (WAAD) in perpetuity.
This UN resolution is one of only three official disease-specific United Nations Days and will bring the world’s attention to autism, a pervasive disorder that affects tens of millions.
If tomorrow you see people rattling tins, selling cakes, or any other fund raiser give, give generously and give often. Continue reading “World Autism Awareness Day”
William Blake
A Divine Image
BY WILLIAM BLAKE
Cruelty has a human heart
And jealousy a human face,
Terror the human form divine,
And secrecy the human dress.
The human dress is forged iron,
The human form a fiery forge,
The human face a furnace seal’d,
The human heart its hungry gorge.
Mile zero, visibility zero, Norfolk Virginia.
Got here yesterday in teeming rain from Coinjock, the last 50 miles were a challenge, five low bridges and one lock, rained all day and windy too.
Spent the night on anchor opposite the “Largest Warship ever built” USS Wisconsin, that’s her but sticking out from the slip in the mist (sorry about the picture quality, the weather is worse than it looks).

Continue reading “Mile zero, visibility zero, Norfolk Virginia.”
Looking for Spot!
Zen’s post about Neil Armstrong is an ‘urban myth’. Nonetheless, events in childhood can have a very strong influence.
There are two places I’ve always wanted to visit: China and Australia.
The urge to visit China started when I was about seven or eight and I read one of a series of books about twins by Lucy Fitch Perkins. I’d read most of her other ‘twin’ books, but the story of the Chinese twins caught my imagination: round doors, a different form of writing and girls not being educated. At eight, I vowed I’d get there one day…
Even stranger is my reason for wanting to visit Australia.
Until I was six and a half, I lived in a flat just down the way from the Oval Cricket Ground. At that age, I moved to Merton Park – Wimbledon for those who don’t know London – into a house with a garden. Almost immediately, my father bought me a dog – which was black and white and which I, with typical six-year-old inspiration, promptly named “Spot”. Continue reading “Looking for Spot!”
Careers and babies. Can they really go together?
My husband has a colleague who keeps complaining to him (he is her boss) that despite all her hard work she is getting nowhere in her career. My husband is sympathetic, but points out that times are hard, especially in their field, and he can’t help her any more than he is already doing.
I suggest, that with her working full-time, spending three hours a day commuting, as well as having a baby, she is probably worn-out, guilty and depressed and wonders why she bothers. I say, she should go part-time, and take the opportunity to spend time with her baby.
He says my thinking is out-of-date.
Yet, how wise is it really to expect to carry on full-steam in your career when you have small children? Yes, many families really need two full-time wages to make ends meet. Yet a few decades ago that was not the case. Isn’t it more that our expectations have increased, both personally, in what constitutes a reasonable standard of living, and collectively, in the idea that having small children should be no impediment to getting on with life as normal?
What is important about a career? Is it about improving one’s status? Getting more money? To what end? To enjoy life better? The satisfaction that you are contributing something to the world? Do you need to keep climbing the career ladder to feel that?
When lying on our deathbeds, what regrets will we have? That we never made it big-time? That we could never call ourselves heroes or heroines? Or that we didn’t spend more time with our children?

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